Rupert Loydell Watching a Train Wreck in the Distance smoke and spark over there impossible to intervene or interfere sound out of sync with suffering instinct for calamity and survival dazed distress impossible to infer others' screams hurt silence now more than ever because and despite Heretic Chapel (Albert Oehlen) exploding eyeball sudden shout big moustache an emphatic NO and the coloured doorbell finger pressing hard little sense of quiet only a scrawled mouth saying anything nothing now sideways confusion negative shapes and caricature full steam a head ship shape dribbled monotone no shimmer of silence no layering of paint fairground delirium she rises from the water limbs awry limb less patterns stacked up depthless 'not as good as it thinks it is' Newbiggin Seaweed, shells, smooth glass, and pebbles are no longer enough for my girls but my pockets are stuffed full. I hope to polis